Saturday, April 12, 2008
{ 11:41 PM }
i am feeling very unwell.
so sick. so painful.
God, please let healing take place.
was really unconfortable the whole day.
from morning till now.
the pain is enough to keep me awake the whole day.
talked to weiliang just now.
poured out most of the thigns in my heart.
my heart felt so much lighter.
i was really glad he was willing to lend me his listening ear and listen to all the nonsense i sprout.
i don't know if you people know that i am constantly praying for all of you.
all i can feel is only a one-sided thing.
perhaps, i am the only one who does it all.
now, i really understand what it means to takes two hands to produce a clap.
i am waiting.
waiting to see the change,
but will that happen?
i hope i will see it coming soon.
and together, we will rejoice as one.
God, please let this take place.
i am willing to sacrifice anything for it to happen.
i tried to make every second count,
but its pointless.