ok, i was really in a super super bad mood just now during cell.
i was purely super shocked for what i've done.
and yes, i went to the toilet to cry and repent.
i was really really super pissed off.

and for the whole sharing time, i didn't really talk much.
because i was reflecting on myself.
i really repented to God.
&i really didn't want all these to happen.

to cell:
i am really sorry for what ever that has happened just now. i know most of you will be wondering what happen. well, i have nothing to say. just reflect like what i do, and you'll know what went wrong. and i have to remind you all that cell is not a place for social gathering, although we socialize in cell. our focus should be on God and God alone. and mind you, its not the first time. it has happen many times before. when people don't bring it up, it doesn't mean that there's nothing wrong. i believe you all won't want to see your leaders leaving church in a puff anymore right? i believe you love them, and thus, you all should give them the basic respect they deserve. for example: when the leaders have something to say, you all should listen or something like that? you are all 13 and above, some even 16 already. so please act according to your age, and stop being so childish or something? i really do hope to see some changes. i believe we can really all work it out together. &i think i should confess to you all that i have been praying for cell regularly. have you?

to all those who showed concern:
Edward, Jasper, Renee, Jethro, Vera, Joy, Wei Yang, Teng Hua, Cavell, Melissa, Clarissa, Dao Hong, Pek Hwee, Joelle, Jason (if i missed out anyone, i am really very sorry)

thanks for all the care and concern shown. yapps, thanks alot. i really do appreciate all you've done. thanks for all the comfort as well. :DDDDD

& Edward ( if you see this): thanks for teaching me some chemistry stuffs. i know they'll be of much help. certainly. and yapps, thanks for showing your concern too. (:(:(:

went for CLTO this morning.
was one the verge of being late.
luckily i prayed.
and i was on time. hahahas.

learned much more new things.
yea, super interesting.
had lunch with all of them.
then went back to church to do our stuffs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILLARY!