yes God, i'm waiting for you.

its really very difficult just to do that, God.

i know i should trust in you, but God, this is something very big, not like in school or others.

ahh God, please teach me!

was rather busy today, and my mood was so far very good, until i came online and saw my tagboard.

yes, my feeling was dampen, really dampen by what she said.

but i am not going to care about it, cause i know that God is there for me and He believes that i didn't do that.

yes i prayed to God, that He will ease the pain in my heart.

and God seems to speak to me.

Thank you God, for telling me that. I really needed it at that point of time.

Dear Heavenly Father, i thank you for all the wonderful friends that i have, friends that believe me, friends that will stand by me even in situations like this. Lord, i thank you for telling me not to worry at that point of time, and telling me to let it go, because you said a fist is not able to hold your hand, Lord. I want to hold your hand God, i really want to. God, there's none like you, your name is above all other names. And God, i thank you for being there always for me, despites there are times that i let you down. And God i pray that you will heal the wound in my heart now, cause God, you're great, you are magnificent, you're good all the time. And God, i pray that you will tell me what's the next step that i should take. So God, i pray all these in your most precious name,

Amen.