rahhhs! God seems to playing a joke on me.

yes, not a cruel joke, but a joke that no one can believe it.

FYI, God doesn't play cruel jokes on people, He is a God who never sells me out, a God who keeps His promise! :DDDD

the more i don't want to think of him, the more my mind is filled with him.

and i think its too much of a coincidence, don't you think so?

HongKong, Chalet, and even in my dreams?! whao? no one can believe it man!

consecutively, in my dreams. its the same scene somemore!

sitting down eating dinner with him sounds and seems so impossible!

no one can ever imagine this!

whao, this is difficult man!

people around me says its fate, well, i think its more of a nightmare!

and i even tried asking God for an answer.

but He* choose to remain silent and watch this joke huh?

arghhhhh! God, i need your answer.

its either a Yes or a NO!

and definitely, he cannot be the someone you want me to meet right?!

arghhhh!

i am so in need of the answer now God!

talk to me, like i always do.

nevertheless, i shall be patient and wait for His* answer.

maybe God will send His* angels to tell me His* answer one day! (: